Saturday, May 15, 2010

Request

My dear, dear friend, 


Is anything bothering you?? Is something annoying you? Are you mad? Sad? Destructive? (which we both know is a 'yes' due to Missouri.)


Is there any way I can help?


James 1:19-20 NIV states "My dear brothers, take note of this. Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry/For man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that G-D desires."

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

South Carolina

So Puck decides that he's not gonna say a damn thing about his new relationship with this Esposa chick.. that lives in the same county that he does...

and me, being one of his besties/honorary cousin (which is fucking ridiculous on its own), thought that i should know right? wrong

i just found out... and i am so fucking pissed and hurt that it isn't fucking funny anymore...

that fucktard just loves toying with doesn't he?? and damn him for not recognizing the way i fucking feel half the time... he claims that he loves me (as a fucking cousin because he dated mine) and yet he's so fucking clueless all the damn time.....

i wonder why i even care at all..... if only i could stop.

i hate you sometimes you know that?? i hate you for giving me the opportunity to like you.

after all, you said that you "weren't scared" when you heard that rumour about me having more than familial feelings for you... yea wasn't scared because you thought it could never happen because you dont see me that way...

i really need to stop whining.. but i want to and damn you if you try to stop me you bastard.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Mary's Letter

What frightens you?
What makes the hair on your arms rise, your palms sweat, the breath catch in your chest like a wild thing caged?
Is it the dark? A fleeting memory of a bedtime story, ghosts and goblins and witches hiding in the shadows? Is it the way the wind picks up just before a storm, the hint of wet in the air that makes you want to scurry home to the safety of your fire?

Or is it something deeper, something much more frightening, a monster deep inside that you've glimpsed only in pieces, the vast unknown of your own soul where secrets gather with a terrible power, the dark inside?

A Great And Terrible Beauty
pg 87

Monday, May 11, 2009

WOOT

chicken rocked!! brownies? not so much... who knew that all purpose wouldn't rise?? i didnt!!!

sheesh!! oh well it was yummy!!

am i running anymore?

Thursday, May 7, 2009

so i don't forget!! :)

4 boneless chicken breasts, pounded to 1/2 inch thickness
1 egg
1/2 cup milk
seasoned bread crumbs
2 to 3 tablespoons olive oil
8 slices mozzarella cheese, or more
1 jar (16 oz) spaghetti sauce
Parmesan cheese
Preparation:
Whisk together the egg and milk. Dip the chicken breasts in milk and egg mixture and then in bread crumbs. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Brown the chicken in the hot oil on both sides until golden, about 3 to 4 minutes on each side. Set chicken in a baking dish.

Slice 8 pieces of mozzarella cheese and put two on each chicken breast. Pour 1 jar of your favorite spaghetti sauce over all. Sprinkle with Parmesan cheese and a little more mozzarella and bake at 350° for about 25 to 30 minutes, or until bubbly. Serve with spaghetti, garlic bread and a nice green salad.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Try

fuck.. so she thinks that by using that bastard she'll break my boy... hell no... just hell no bitch.. ain't gonna happen


i dare you to DIE

by fire


c'mon try it... it's not that hard


i will hurt her if she breaks my boy.. it will happen .. just try and stop me

Monday, April 20, 2009

GAH!!

i missed so many people over break!!!

i got to sleep for the first weekend and monday then i went to the outer banks for tuesday thru thursday. then on friday i stayed out from 6pm to 2:30(-ish) am at Jay's 16th.... then on saturday i got BURNT at the car wash (we earned $344) then for the afternoon (until 6ish) we were with amanda, katelyn, maddie, aaron, andrew (WOOT), jay , drake, brent, natalie (mad's friend), and alex.... along with me ma and shay!! then on sunday we had a full night with me dancing in 2 different dances (one with new harvest -which is amanda's church and my old one- and restoration -which is mine) and singin in the youth praise band for altar call..... it was ruff!! cause i had to call down austin for txtin while the visiting preacher preached..it was hilarious!!!!

I loves me some andrew switzer!! wooot!!!!! (problems..i haz em) so i was verrrry excited!!

gah drama abounded!!! and i had the best time..... other than missin my ppls!!