SAT

i hate this class.. really really badly.. it sucks to have to go through.....


i just wanna sleep the day away

Calculus

Calc is gonna kick my but
.................yep...................thats about it..................

FINAL!

i give up my desires to run... to run away from the problems and darkness that he places on me... i will never be able to lose this... he will find me wherever i run!


i need to FIND MY ESCAPE!!!!!!

help me

AAHHHHHHH!!!!!

my dumb selfish ass by: xXForeverdeadXx


I feel like leaving this place
My life is a giant disgrace
My heart is in pieces
The pain never ceases
A living hell I endure
The chronic heart ache always sore
I tried to my strangle myself on Wednesday
I don't want to live anymore; my family will have to pay
How will I do it, how will I end my life
Never growing old; never acquiring a wife
What weapon will I choose
The options are lose or lose
A feeling of emptiness inside
A part of me has died
The rest will soon be dead
When I shoot myself in the head
I can see my reflection on the blade
As my memories have begun to fade
The blood flows freely
I smile gleefully
I know the pain will be over soon

Suddenly my mind leaves my carcass
I now realized I was a selfish ass
I could have endured the pain
For the pain I have brought upon myself
Is only minor compared to the pain
In which I have selfishly inflicted upon the people whom I love


HE'S DRIVING ME CRAZZY W/ WORRY!!! HELP!!

WTF?

Dear all by: xXForeverdeadXx (aka Bobby!!!!!!!!)


Dear friend, dear family, dear all whom I hate.
This is my chance... My time to escape...
My time to shine, I've just crossed the line.
I swallowed some pills and am slowly dying.

I've taken my life, with no kind of regret.
I came to realize, my life isn't shit.
Reality hates me, fantasy ignores me.
But this shiny little knife, all but adores me.

I cut my wrists, my blood falling into mists.
The vein slowly hisses, as I look into abysses.
I draw the steel, from is red warm womb.
Trail the blood on this note, spelling out "Doom".

I cry acid tears, they burn out my eyes.
They take the sights away from this world I despise.
I still feel the pain, I still hear the torrment.
As my soul in my body, still remains dorment.

I get out the rope, tie up the noose.
I've remained here far to long, it's time to be set loose.
I hang my head is sorrow, bidding my farwell.
I jump off the chair, and fall down to Hell...

HI All

and of course by all i just mean.. me.. LOL i is funny!! aint it fun just pretty much talking to yourself online??? i know RIGHT???????



well guess what?? i am having a happy day today!!! my katie-lady, kinky, bobster, jenny, and emily are ALL Here!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel so happy..

will now burst into song!!!!!~

okay i'm done now!!!!!!

Find this... :?

find what i have missed in my time here. ... i can't figure out just what i've done......... i don't know WHAT to DO!!! it's so confusing!!!!!


JUST GIVE ME A MOTHERFUCKING SIGN YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you know who you are... you just don't know what i mean.. darling i miss you.

Why???

why oh why do i care.. about him??? about his troubles??? why can't i get his face out of my head??? why?? WHY??!! he won't leave me be and it's killing me!!!!!


he needs to leave me alone!!! i can't find my way out of the hell he's placed me in.. and truthfully... i don't want to leave.. i may not need it. but he needs me.. and all that i can give................ save me from the confusion




~ need to find the reason ~

GRRR

those fuckin bitches i could kill them for what they did to him