So Puck decides that he's not gonna say a damn thing about his new relationship with this Esposa chick.. that lives in the same county that he does...
and me, being one of his besties/honorary cousin (which is fucking ridiculous on its own), thought that i should know right? wrong
i just found out... and i am so fucking pissed and hurt that it isn't fucking funny anymore...
that fucktard just loves toying with doesn't he?? and damn him for not recognizing the way i fucking feel half the time... he claims that he loves me (as a fucking cousin because he dated mine) and yet he's so fucking clueless all the damn time.....
i wonder why i even care at all..... if only i could stop.
i hate you sometimes you know that?? i hate you for giving me the opportunity to like you.
after all, you said that you "weren't scared" when you heard that rumour about me having more than familial feelings for you... yea wasn't scared because you thought it could never happen because you dont see me that way...
i really need to stop whining.. but i want to and damn you if you try to stop me you bastard.
